I rolled down my window and the officer pleasantly greeted us. He asked me for my license and the documentation for my car. I gave him both and he took them not even bothering to look at either. He began explaining to me that him and his partner were responsible for protecting the people of this area. I knew full well that he only wanted a bribe but I sat there quietly not moving or saying a word. Even after he had finished talking, I continued to sit quietly playing dumb. Unfortunately, I already knew I had given myself away at the beginning as I had been speaking in Spanish with him. Frustrated with me, the officer looked right at me and simply said, I'm not going to leave until you give me something for protecting the people in this area. I thought about continuing to pretend I didn't understand but the shotgun in his hands along with the corruption of the justice system here persuaded me otherwise. I pulled out my wallet and gave him some cash. He handed my license and documents back and told me to have a good night.
As I pulled away, anger started churning inside of me like a bad stomach ache. How the crap do they call that justice? Those guys are not protecting anybody. They are simply sitting beside the road and robbing the people they claim to protect. Just thieves in good guy uniforms. The rest of the 40 minute drive home, I thought about all the things that I would have liked to ask him. "Are all cops just selfish jerks like you? Do you have any respect for your country or for any of the people in it? Did you become a cop just so you could rob people? Do you have any idea what your uniform symbolizes and stands for?"
Thankfully when I got home I was exhausted enough from the day to fall asleep. However, even to this day, a full two weeks later, I feel the anger that rises up inside of me when I remember the situation. I don't feel angry about the money he stole but mostly about the fact that he was an incredibly unjust man in a uniform that represented justice. However, over the past two weeks I've wondered often if I'm that different from the police officer I encountered. I tell people I am a Christian and it is a uniform that represents justice. I may not have intentions to use my uniform to steal from people or deliberately treat people unjustly but sometimes I simply forgot what my uniform symbolizes or that I'm wearing my uniform at all. I think God must be fairly angry when I wear his uniform yet my actions don't line up with that uniform or when I simply haven't spent the time to know what it represents.
May God help me to remember:
That God's justice is showing grace and mercy to those who don't deserve it. (even the police officer who robs from the people.) Zechariah 7:9-10
That God's justice is doing to others as you would have them do to you. Matthew 7:12
That God's justice is not being partial to the poor or deferring to the great, but judging with justice. Leviticus 19:15
That God'd justice is loosing the chains of injustice and untying the cords of the yoke, setting the oppressed free and breaking every yoke, sharing your food with the hungry and providing the poor wanderer with shelter---when you see the naked, to clothe them, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood. Isaiah 58:6-7
That God's justice is leaving a position of authority, becoming humble and making yourself nothing, becoming a servant, and dying a painful and undeserved death. Phillipians 2:5-8